Still not awake.

Things are different because I am different. For the past few months I've changed in ways I never expected myself to be changed to. I allowed certain things to go through me and made some decisions that I am not proud of. I am so blessed, but I've been taking some things for granted.. Not sure how to make things right again.. but like people say, time heals everything. I guess this means that I would have to wait and be patient. I know and truly believe that time can heal everything because I've experienced it before. But there is one thing that hasn't been healed yet.. Anyways, I just really hope that I can accept who I am and be able to do things right based on my beliefs- 'cause recently I haven't been accepting myself. I've been taking certain things seriously and it upsets me how sensitive I can get. What's more upsetting is that I've been holding everything in and act as if things are alright. All I can really do at this moment is try to keep calm and forget about those problems the next day. That's why I don't really remember exactly how I felt or what happened- because it just hurts so much that maybe forgetting about it will make me feel better tomorrow. -sigh- I should go to sleep, my eyes are drooping now -_-