A new discovery

Today was different. It wasn't like any other days because I tackled one of my top enemies: being discourage. Yep, I did it! I went for it! I won today's battle and I am PROUD of it. Actually, I did felt VERY discourage this morning. I was arguing with myself and I lost most of my confidence because I was thinking the most ridiculous things. Like thinking that maybe things won't go the way I think it would. So that remained in my mind for a few hours until the last minute. I took all the strength and courage I had in me and turned it to as much positive thoughts as I could. I made some rational thinking and crossed out the most ridiculous thoughts that might happen. Then the most amazing thing happened to me, I felt ALIVE. Suddenly I felt the rush of adrenaline running through my veins. It was a great feeling, because I felt different. I felt strong and courageous which is something I don't feel enough. Well, now I know what I am going to do in the future, I won't have to rely on others anymore. I am going to trust God and His plan because I know that he has something good for me. And I can't wait for the next plan! Which I know will happen soon :D

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I won't tell you what it is... just because.. :P