Sad
Ever had those situations when someone you care about always ends up getting hurt time after time? And you want to do something but it is inevitable for that person to avoid danger or pain.. as he or she is too vulnerable or innocent to know what is happening nor avoid that danger.
Then you think... "If only I did this or that or something different...then maybe that harm would not have hurt that person I care about". You start to find reasons and situations in which you could have prevented the bad things that could happen prior to that event. You feel sad about how you should have listened to your heart instead of your mind. You feel stupid for putting other things first before your loved ones. And then you end up feeling sad the whole day or night because you can't help but think of the things you could have done differently...
You're probably like.."What are you talking about?" This summarizes up on how I feel about certain people when they get hurt. Well, mainly about one person but generally I start to ponder on the "if only.." thought. Don't you hate that sometimes? It drives me crazy!
-sigh-
..hrmm...I guess this too, shall pass.
Then you think... "If only I did this or that or something different...then maybe that harm would not have hurt that person I care about". You start to find reasons and situations in which you could have prevented the bad things that could happen prior to that event. You feel sad about how you should have listened to your heart instead of your mind. You feel stupid for putting other things first before your loved ones. And then you end up feeling sad the whole day or night because you can't help but think of the things you could have done differently...
You're probably like.."What are you talking about?" This summarizes up on how I feel about certain people when they get hurt. Well, mainly about one person but generally I start to ponder on the "if only.." thought. Don't you hate that sometimes? It drives me crazy!
-sigh-
..hrmm...I guess this too, shall pass.
posted by photographingeveryday at
11:11 PM
3 Comments:
everyone gets hurt, it's not something we can stop. because if we stopped it, we would stop the better things to follow.
and of course, the if only thoughts dont stop if you let them start. maybe instead of thinking if only, think, "what can i do now or the next time?". But don't let that pass, let that sink in.
Thanks for reminding me that advice ^^ And thank you for taking the time to read & comment the most "emo" post I have atm.
It's kind of hard to let it sink in, though I know that if I don't, the most possible result would be making the same mistakes over again.
no problem, it helps me remember that advice too.
yes, it is hard to let it all sink in and so much easier to repeat mistakes. but, the more we give in to the mistakes, the harder it is to do what is right. so might as well start now right? and we always have God to help us out anytime
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